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[ eden ]
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Sunday, December 20, 2009, 6:13 PM
TDA ♥

• went to the doll affair yesterday with sylvia and joie, met shun and ran for the first time
SHUN = OVERPROTECTIVE OLDER TWIN
RAN = INNOCENT DREAMER

• met jamie there, met louis for the first time too [ gorgeous faceup is gorgeous orz ]

• went crazy looking around for and buying stuff

• jamie had to leave at 3.20 and i was sad

• sat with sylvia and joie to watch them dress up shun and ran as british schoolkids, i bought a baseball jacket for dante off sylvia

• finally cheered up when i managed to make my 2nd deposit for dante right there at the angell-studio booth and the nice lady let me play with him for the rest of tda
DANTE : MICHAEL JACKSON-ISH SUPERMODEL

• photoshoot instincts kicked in and—through no fault of mine or joie's— it wound up becoming dante somehow perving on shun and ran playing shun's heartbroken but murderous girlfriend

• really, really regretted not bringing jared tsuna orz

• ended up creating this :
SENSEISHUNRAN AU
DANTE = BASEBALL COACH [ because of the jacket orz ] / SCHOOL SENSEI GUILTY OF BEING AN INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE
SHUN = GUILTY OF SEDUCING HIS OLDER BROTHER AND CHEATING ON HIS GIRLFRIEND
RAN = YANDERE GIRLFRIEND WHO WANTS SHUN TO HERSELF AND IS LIKELY TO BE WILLING TO KILL SENSEI TO ACHIEVE THAT


the story, from sensei's pov


taking care of his cold little brother and looking like a grandfather in those specs orz, thank god i had them exchanged


sort of fell in love. AH GOD THE INCEST


worrying because he shouldn't be feeling this way towards his FIFTEEN-YEAR-OLD BROTHER WHO HAS A GIRLFRIEND WHO HAPPENS TO BE ONE OF HIS MODEL STUDENTS


stressed sensei is stressed


...i'm not really sure about this scene. dante was about to commit suicide but shun is hugging his face? ._.


dante's smile is so inappropriate for these sad scenes orz.
but i love the gentle-ish psycho that he is. i was babying him throughout the time i had him, not my fault he's so pretty.


will edit this post to put up pictures of the stuff i got for him later. UPDATED!


his grey eyes. mystery mystery~






he looks goshdarn sexy in these specs. ♥


i like him in white pants, but black's my favourite colour. he'll look more like michael jackson than ever orz


last but definitely not least :




i have this hanging off my wallet, to remind me regularly of him. I MISS HIM SO MUCH!
sometimes i feel like atsuki and i are divorced parents and they have custody of my boy, and only by cash can i bribe the jury into awarding me that custody. OTZ

Friday, December 18, 2009, 5:03 PM

hi, i'm back.
am going through a rough phase right now.
i don't really want to talk about it, sigh.