2010-01-01T17:18:00.002+08:00

greetings from an internet cafe in malaysia, hyuk hyuk.
suddenly i have no idea what i want to write. why is it that every time i want to blog i don't remember what i want to say?
dammit. ):

f(x)tion

2009-12-27T22:21:00.004+08:00

there's nothing i have to say except
he's the piece in my life that i'm missing,
and i want him back now.

TDA ♥

2009-12-20T18:13:00.020+08:00

• went to the doll affair yesterday with sylvia and joie, met shun and ran for the first time
SHUN = OVERPROTECTIVE OLDER TWIN
RAN = INNOCENT DREAMER

• met jamie there, met louis for the first time too [ gorgeous faceup is gorgeous orz ]

• went crazy looking around for and buying stuff

• jamie had to leave at 3.20 and i was sad

• sat with sylvia and joie to watch them dress up shun and ran as british schoolkids, i bought a baseball jacket for dante off sylvia

• finally cheered up when i managed to make my 2nd deposit for dante right there at the angell-studio booth and the nice lady let me play with him for the rest of tda
DANTE : MICHAEL JACKSON-ISH SUPERMODEL

• photoshoot instincts kicked in and—through no fault of mine or joie's— it wound up becoming dante somehow perving on shun and ran playing shun's heartbroken but murderous girlfriend

• really, really regretted not bringing jared tsuna orz

• ended up creating this :

SENSEISHUNRAN AU
DANTE = BASEBALL COACH [ because of the jacket orz ] / SCHOOL SENSEI GUILTY OF BEING AN INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE
SHUN = GUILTY OF SEDUCING HIS OLDER BROTHER AND CHEATING ON HIS GIRLFRIEND
RAN = YANDERE GIRLFRIEND WHO WANTS SHUN TO HERSELF AND IS LIKELY TO BE WILLING TO KILL SENSEI TO ACHIEVE THAT

the story, from sensei's pov

taking care of his cold little brother ~~and looking like a grandfather in those specs orz, thank god i had them exchanged~~

sort of fell in love. AH GOD THE INCEST

worrying because he shouldn't be feeling this way towards his FIFTEEN-YEAR-OLD BROTHER WHO HAS A GIRLFRIEND WHO HAPPENS TO BE ONE OF HIS MODEL STUDENTS

stressed sensei is stressed

...i'm not really sure about this scene. dante was about to commit suicide but shun is hugging his face? ._.

dante's smile is so inappropriate for these sad scenes orz.
but i love the gentle-ish psycho that he is. i was babying him throughout the time i had him, not my fault he's so pretty.

~~will edit this post to put up pictures of the stuff i got for him later.~~ UPDATED!

his grey eyes. mystery mystery~

he looks goshdarn sexy in these specs. ♥

i like him in white pants, but black's my favourite colour. he'll look more like michael jackson than ever orz

last but definitely not least :

i have this hanging off my wallet, to remind me regularly of him. I MISS HIM SO MUCH!
sometimes i feel like atsuki and i are divorced parents and they have custody of my boy, and only by cash can i bribe the jury into awarding me that custody. OTZ

2009-12-18T17:03:00.003+08:00

hi, i'm back.
am going through a rough phase right now.
i don't really want to talk about it, sigh.

Monochrome In Grey.

f(x)tion

TDA ♥